???Why???

Following the death of my close relative, my life took a U turn. There were numerous of questions that popped into my mind. Of them, two I’d like to mention.

1) Why is it that we are unable to ask our loved ones as to why they're crying?

2) Why we keep consoling everyone that everything would be fine besides knowing that we, humans won’t be able to do anything? We cannot challenge nature’s creation and its code of conduct.

I tried to find the answer to these questions.

Ans) Either we are too much concerned because we find ourselves in a self-entangled position or we’re least bothered.

I found myself in the first situation. I concern a lot about my loved ones and my family members. I concern about the way they think. I concern about the concern they have for me. However, still I’m not able to show my concern towards them just because I really don’t know how to react and make others satisfy by my words.

I don’t know how to make my mother believe : Yes, I care for you mom. Don’t you worry.

I know that when I’ll leave this world all I’d regret is not expressing my love for my parents.

If and ever they read this blog after my death; I’d just like to say: I care for you.