MERCY

 

1)
It’d been a long while
That I’d tried hard to strive
Hard work’s not all that that I’d tried
There’s simply one more mile
as I had always been told
I waited for the finish line to come
to end my prolonged journey of life
I may be called as an idiot
people may regard it as a suicide
though they told me there was a lot more to come
indeed that would be in another life
When I'll meet God
I'll not ask Him why
because it was me who wanted to come to Him
all the wishes that I'd desired
had thought they would come true before I die
who knew that He doesn't entertain
to those who let wishes be wishes
2)
I told Him about cynicism
He pointed towards a man eating an animal
I told Him about the poor who suffer
He pointed towards a man, good enough to buy all poor
I told Him about my sour relations with my wife
He showed me how much she misses me after I'm not there
I told him that life sucks
He laughed and said that you haven't lived much
I realized what disaster I had done
it was not my life but a contract between Him and me
a deal that couldn't be sealed
for I had been too mean
3)
I wailed for long, long hours
He told that you can't have back that time
it was given it to you to worship Me
and find the soul residence in My heart
He said that you've screwed it all up
I begged Him for Earth, water, fire and love
so that I too can go back and reside in His heart
4)
He too sympathized with me
for He was actually God
He showed me my wife who was then happy and gay
inappropriate thoughts crossed over my mind
a little more time passed by
I saw her when she was just about to deliver a child
my soul(body) ached and I vanished into the air
in a few moments I was beside her
her watery eyes glinted and I smiled
5)
The contract is set yet again
another life's sprung
indeed there is a lot more to come