In Me

It's been a long time ever since I've written a word about my passion(is it?). I've been engaged with so many things that seldom I get time for writing and all. But if it's that way then it shouldn't qualify for a passion or hobby either. It's a state of fix in which I am. Everyday I fell that I've a yet-unfinished novel in my kitty that I can bring it out with a month's effort. But as soon as I start my laptop I find some other things that for the time being are more important like preparing notes for civil services ( even more important is to discover what's new with Google+). With every thought that I should write about something, I feel that if I have to write then why not those notes that form a huge backlog.
When I talk to people around me I find them so punctual and workaholic with a hawk-eye over their own actions. With that I get a sinking feeling that I'm not good for anything (for everything, sometimes). I don't deny that I dabble with my choices. But I don't want to. I'll have to be equally fed with choices and eagerly act on them as they come.
Why is it that the more the choices, the less the will to do things? Why can't we balance things? As my teacher once said, those who are able to balance things are able to achieve eXtraordinary heights. Giving the example of Sachin Tendulkar, who has marvelously balanced his professIon and his attitude has got what he deserves. Contrary to that he also mentioned Vinod Kambli, who was once speculated as having greater potential than Sachin is now on the lowest part of his life. Similar thing happened to Michael Jackson, he emphasized.
These examples just bring clearer the fact that if you got to have it, you got to give in. You cannot, cannot take more than you gave in. Someday, somehow this world will take back the things that are not yours. And that moment you would feel that you, apparently, could not balance things.
With this, at least, I have added another article relared to my passion. Many more to come.
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